רעשים של שקט

Layin' face down on the ground
My fingers in my ears to block the sound
My eyes shut tight to avoid the sight
Anticipatin' the end, losin' the will to fight
Droplets of "yes" and "no" in an ocean of "maybe"
From the bottom, it looks like a steep incline
From the top, another downhill slope of mine
But I know, the equilibrium's there

Somebody put me together