(The wedding waltz in Thessaloniki...)
What has happened to the emptiness of my life, I wonder. It has started to disappear…
I woke up at 7 in the morning and played with the kittens a little. Today it is the first day that they ate proper food and I am very proud of them. They still walk unsteadily but they are very curious and they like exploring the entire house. I finally opened the door of their room. I was keeping them in isolation with their mother until they got strong enough to confront the other cats. I am still keeping an eye on them, though, because male cats sometimes eat the small kittens, even if they are their own offspring. So they say, but I do not know if it is true. It could be an urban legend, just so that we take better care of our babies. For the time being their father is looking at them very curiously…
Life is storming by me and I am trying to balance in the center. Everything is changing rapidly. My children are preparing to leave. They say they will go and meet their future. I will also have to go soon. I have so many things to prepare, so many people to say goodbye to. I need this bike ride like crazy, I need to put my thoughts in order. The words are eluding me today. I think that only music can express what I am feeling. I love my new song, as well as my new name. So, I am no longer a D.
I will find the next word by the sea.