Evidence of existence

I tried a new toy last night, he sessioned me with it. pressed it against my clit as he fingered and fisted me, biting my thighs and not letting me move a muscle other than my pelvic ones. I was mesmerised, felt the satisfyer suck my clit till I couldnt react, my lungs burning while I screamed with pleasure. It was the combined skill of his amazing hands and the plastic and silicone toy proffesionally sucking at my clit as he took care of my cunt, spread wide open before him for his satisfaction and will. I lost count of how many times I came, as the waves swept me time and again. I was truelly in his hands.

It was as amazing as last time. Every bit electric. I put the probe in you this timem so you will feel what i felt in my hand, but inside. Your trusts and throbs as the electricity charged your beautiful erection was so hypnotising that i came from it. And came violently. So i made you cum as well. It was amazing. 

The second part was with the black candle again. I felt all the power and bliss of an artist working on his new project while i poured and dripped and splashed the hot wax all over your tender body. Wishing i could document that piece. It is worthy of a place of honour in a gallery. 

But pf course i respect you too much fo follow through...  

Till next time

Well as usual we were in a club. Noisy and crowded as ever... But this time i had my brand new toy with me. And i was eager to use it. 

I sliped your genitals into the 2 cockrings and held the probe in my hand. Determibed to understand the new and wonderfull tool i was using i decided to sacrifice my hand and electrify myself as well as your private parts. And well it was a perfect decision...

I tuned the device on sending electricity through your penis as well as through my hand. The more you screamed the more powerfull I became and the more i wanted to hear your screaming...

I took you on a tour in the club displaying my new toy to all that were interested. And while you suffered the electricity running through my arm made me more powerfull than ever. It stoped bothering me or hurting. My body was fueled by the current and intensity running through me. The more you suffered the more powerfull i became!

I saw you were winding down. It was time to make you cum before you melt completely... I took a glove and started massaging your prostate band penis until the final relief. 

It was amazing! I let you lay there and gather the pieces of your self while i winded down back to my usual dimentions.. 

Thank you once more

you came to me by surprise - one day you were just there

waiting for me

feeding me with messages

and opportunities

from the white names

I was not sure how to act

so many options

most messages went un

opened

some were deleted

some lucky few were examined

I have talked

And met

and screened 

Searching 

for that perfect

Sub

So after my heart was broken, I managed to pick up all the pieces and muster up some self esteem. 

I went to a party and enjoyed myself. I missed you so badly, but I did all I could do to enjoy myself. Even though playing with other slaves was no fun. Seeing them hurt did not give me pleasure - or atleast not in the intensity I was used to.

Then, just as I was about to perform with a birthday Sub - I saw you in the party - the party I belong to - you showed up most unexpectedly (by me). And my heart shuddered. I was reduce to panic. Someone told me to ignore you. Someone else advised me to hold my head up high.

I was in full intention in doing JUST THAT. So I followed you downstairs to the playroom, sat in a distance with my head held high - staring right at you, as sophisticated as a dog - or a lost child.

You aproached - you had no choice. And we talked. words were said and promisses were made. 

Then the party began- I returned to the staged to play with the birthday Sub. Then off the stage the real game began. I held you by the balls and played with my pain wheel - oh how fun it was to whip your butt and melt your mind - bringing you to an inch of orgams just by sucking on your balls. Oh the delight of making you cum - so sweet

And when you started playing with me - it is like I forgot what magic your fingers can do inside me - and when you entered me I nearly died from the bliss - I felt every inch of you filling me with your sexy assertiveness - your eyes penetrating my very soul. I orgasmed so much my legs were shaking and I could hardly walk after 

I dont care if my heart crushes another 1000 times - the pain only intensifies the sweetness :)

it has gone so wrong. our friendship was speeding to a terrible collision - it is entirely my fault.

from the start you told me what you want and need. and it was a wonderfull start - full of passion and discovery and a connection like I never had. 

And I fell in love - inspite of everything. I went and fell so deeply inlove. I loved you so much it ate my heart. It was one sides - unrequird love - or maybe cursed feeling? 

You told me not to do so - tried to keep me at arms legnth - but it was not possible with someone like me that feels so much more than others. When I fall I do not merely stumble - I crash. 

Everyone warned me - you most of all - it only made me love you more. But you distanced yourself from me - I have felt it for a while - and it devistated me - splintered my heart and send poison running through my veins.

And like every human emotion - love turns into insecurity turns into jeleousy and finally anger.

And like every emotion I possess - each emotion tears me apart sends my soul to try and fend by itself in a terrible tzumani of pain.

I loved you - and did not ask for you to love me back. I just wanted you to not leave me - the fear of losing you turned my brain into a monster. 

I have hurt you and betrayed your trust - There is no excuse. I have brought it all on myself

the heart-ache. the obbessive thoughts. the fear and axeity, the pain. so much pain

I hope you will one day find it in your heart to forgive me. All I wanted was to love you

A magnificent tiger emerges from her abode. It's time for play. 

The crowd is full of animals and creatures all unsuspecting. All they see is a big cat. But little do they know the danger they are in. 

With all my might and glory I am the most dangerous of them all. My unassuming disguise is deliberate, every step calculated. 

It's time to play. The crowd moved out of my way (I help them with that). I have my toy with me - a ladybug whose name has proceeded him. the poor thing had no idea the extent of the pain he's about to receive (or maybe he is lucky and was eager to receive everything I have for him).

The gentle lady bug started jumping as a lit cigarette has started to caress his skin gently. To ease his anguish I gently soothed his genitals with a 5 headed pain wheel, adding stimulation to his nipples so they will not feel left out. 

I gently interested an anal hook up his rectum,making sure it presses against his prostate .I parade him across the crowd so everyone will see his submission and know his fate. 

We reach the bed and I command him to lie on his back- anal hook still reaching deep inside. I take out 2 candles and start adding dots to his chest stomach and penis. He wiggles in pain as I thrive from his anguish, drinking in all his flaring nerve endings. 

Finally my candles are done and it's time for the ladybug to cum...

 I skillfully milk his prostate until his brain melts and nothing is left.

The half-beaten ladybug has caught a pussycat who wanted to play. we let her. The ladybug turned out to be quite the predator himself. he made the pussycat squirt for her first time. 

Of course as the tiger I could not leave him unpunished for that. 

The punishment has yet to come....

The Jews call these day the days of forgiveness. 

Last night of sins -the night of Yom Kippur

 The party is full of people. Playing. Fucking. Drinking.

And when you arrive - the room empties. As if you absorbed all the life to yourself. 

I start gently to play with your balls and nipples - as if it's the most natural thing in the world. We look for a place to play and suddenly I start following my animal instincts - I corner you and you are inclined to sit down and lie on a table - legs spread wide for my playfulness. 

Checking your flexibility - I expose your anus to the world. So cute and sassy and asking for trouble.

So I start licking it nibbling with my teeth and massaging with my tongue. I love the way you submit to the feeling - not knowing how to react. I hold your pleasure at the tip of my tongue. I admit I haven't done rimming in years - and I never felt as powerful while performing it. 

Then it's time to try Lucifer's chamber... Not an easy task to squire you in. But I eventually manage to squize your scrotum in. Iock it gently and start screwing the spikes gently. Your expression of pain is so arousing! I add my pain wheel and you try hard to take it all in. So yummy. I take my time making sure every nerve in your penus is awake and running. 

Next it's time for some candles. But first after getting comfortable I give you some shock treatment. Your reaction would melt the entire north pole. The candles slowly cover your body and penus with red and purple polka dots. Sending your lungs to new heights. I feel all the power throbing inside me while I gently insert 2 fingers into your rectum and start sucking hard. I deep throat you with your help until my gag reflex kicks in. A few times.i love the feeling of you bursting into my hand

 After a short recovery we go on to the gynecologist chair - on of your favorites. I start crushing your cock and balls with a plastic see through crusher - parading you around and proudly showing the people how as squashed penis looks.

We get to the bed. I remove the device from you. You suddenly change your expression - such power glowing from one person is unheard of. You suddenly become a god when you tell me to lie on the bed. You spread my legs and start working on my clitorus and vagina - not forgetting any part. I loose track of time, submitting to the pleasure bursting from my genitals. When I feel you biting my thigh I am immediately filled with such intense thankfulness I cannot express it in words. I am thrown into the limits of sanity again and again and again - soaring to new but familiar hights. I am an instrument in your crafty hands.

When you enter me I feel the luckiest person on earth- such a perfect penis it is almost god-like. I am filled with such pleasure under you i never want to leave! 

And when you eventually cum all over my face - I know that something is right in this world. 

The Jews call these day the days of forgiveness. 

Last night of sins -the night of Yom Kippur

 The party is full of people. Playing. Fucking. Drinking.

And when you arrive - the room empties. As if you absorbed all the life to yourself. 

I start gently to play with your balls and nipples - as if it's the most natural thing in the world. We look for a place to play and suddenly I start following my animal instincts - I corner you and you are inclined to sit down and lie on a table - legs spread wide for my playfulness. 

Checking your flexibility - I expose your anus to the world. So cute and sassy and asking for trouble.

So I start licking it nibbling with my teeth and massaging with my tongue. I love the way you submit to the feeling - not knowing how to react. I hold your pleasure at the tip of my tongue. I admit I haven't done rimming in years - and I never felt as powerful while performing it. 

Then it's time to try Lucifer's chamber... Not an easy task to squire you in. But I eventually manage to squize your scrotum in. Iock it gently and start screwing the spikes gently. Your expression of pain is so arousing! I add my pain wheel and you try hard to take it all in. So yummy. I take my time making sure every nerve in your penus is awake and running. 

Next it's time for some candles. But first after getting comfortable I give you some shock treatment. Your reaction would melt the entire north pole. The candles slowly cover your body and penus with red and purple polka dots. Sending your lungs to new heights. I feel all the power throbing inside me while I gently insert 2 fingers into your rectum and start sucking hard. I deep throat you with your help until my gag reflex kicks in. A few times.i love the feeling of you bursting into my hand

 After a short recovery we go on to the gynecologist chair - on of your favorites. I start crushing your cock and balls with a plastic see through crusher - parading you around and proudly showing the people how as squashed penis looks.

We get to the bed. I remove the device from you. You suddenly change your expression - such power glowing from one person is unheard of. You suddenly become a god when you tell me to lie on the bed. You spread my legs and start working on my clitorus and vagina - not forgetting any part. I loose track of time, submitting to the pleasure bursting from my genitals. When I feel you biting my thigh I am immediately filled with such intense thankfulness I cannot express it in words. I am thrown into the limits of sanity again and again and again - soaring to new but familiar hights. I am an instrument in your crafty hands.

When you enter me I feel the luckiest person on earth- such a perfect penis it is almost god-like. I am filled with such pleasure under you i never want to leave! 

And when you eventually cum all over my face - I know that something is right in this world. 

We entered the party in full intent to try some new toys - and recall some old methods.

I took out my new nipple clamps - Japanese style - and slowly preped your nipple for the firdt torture. and they hurt so much - its been a while since I tortured your nipples , as you are verys sensitive there/ seing you trying to get used to the soaring pain - remembering the pain those very clamped caused my nipples not 24 hours ago - has sent my head spinning and got me all hot and horney from the inside. 

Once I saw your agony was too srong - I gently removed them and moved on to the next toy - Electro-Shank - a shocker I have never used on anyone before and was very intrigued as to its potential. Your reaction to the electro-shock was perfect- slowly you reverted into your submissive state, as I took control of you body and mind, I loved your reaction - so yummy - I got so powerful. 

then it was time to start the main part of the session - your mind was mine and so was your body. I lit a candle and prepared my 1-5 pain wheel and the torture begun - skillfully I dripped hot wax on your skin - focusing on your penis and your still-sore nipples. your screams of pain music to my ears - and the heat inside me ever-growing with power. I love to see the spots of blue wax forming on your naked body. and the pain wheel peels it off. 

after my entire skirt was covered by your delicious pre-cum, I decided to take care of that..

I stuck two fingers into your anus - working my way to you p-spot. I love it when you beg to cum -your entire body succmbing to your need to cum - your eyes begging, whipmering, hoping, suffering, all together- and i am cruel today - one denied orgasm and one ruined one - you exploded right into my finger where i stopped everything....

a bit of rest and 1 cigarette later I am the one on my back - my thong off and my skirt up. you are on top of me with all your might and power - I am instantly yours, body and mind. your hand and fist doing whatever they want - with such skillfullness my mind entirely yours. I dont even know what your are foing - fisting, working your way inside me and I am screaming my mid off - I orgasm so hard I fly right into space - as you do whatever you do my mind has been blown long ago. As you enter me I am thrown back into my body, that is filled with such thankfullness for your generosity and such love for your touch. 

Now it is your time to finally sum and my fingers are back inside of you - my mouth waiting for your orgam to fill it - and it is such a delicius taste - Again I thank you for everything :*