Dating and searching isn't easy. For anyone and in any situation.
Lots of questions arise - will i like him. Will he like me. Is he good enough for me. Ami good enough for him.
In bdsm it only gets more complicated. Will we adapt in our roles, will i be able on the one hand to meet his needs without giving up mine?
I have a tendency in the beginning or relation ships to try and be more tuned to the other person cause when i am tuned to myself - reveal my needs and really expose myself they tend to run away.
I likbeing by myself because i do not belive there is someone out there that can really understand me and deal with the monsters within..
I want to believe there is someone who can, i do not wat to be alone for the rest of my life...
I have 11 years to find that someone
