REBIRTH OF BENT

אז משחק חמוד שמסתובב לו בפטלייף, ואני , כמאזוכיסט של תרגילי כתיבה עטתי על המציאה.

עם כול מי שלא קורא אנגלית, סליחה, אני אתרגם יום אחד.

אז מי רוצה לקבל מספר? :)

החוקים, אתם קוראים (ונהנים על פי תת חוק  23/17/88 בפקודה), מבקשים מספר בתגובה ממני, אני מייצר מספר רנדומלי מ 1 עד 50 דרך:

http://www.random.org/

אתם מקבלים את המספר יוצאים לעבודה, ומפרסמים או לא את הוידויים האישיים שלכם.

אשמח לשמוע על כול הפוסט שלכם כאן.

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Talk about a challenge:

1.  I am deathly afraid of losing control, so much so that I have never tried any mind altering drug beyond marihuana and alcohol, yet, in a kind of a youth folly I mixed alcohol and a strong pain killer, for the best out of body flight ever (for me).
2. I want to start a sex toys company, and I will.
3. I aim to retire before I hit 50, so far my aim is real bad.
4. On the other hand, I was certified as a marksman in the army.
5. Over 20 year after it happened and my worst nightmare still comes from my army days, reliving a single experience, yet if you ask me I would never agree that I am a trauma victim.
6. I finished the entire city (tel-Aviv) adult library sci-fi and fantasy bookshelf before I was 14. In English and Hebrew. It was and probably still is the largest library in Israel. Since that singular moment of nothing on my "to read list", I have always been behind on my reading list.
7. I have set myself a goal to cull at least a 1000 books out of my library, my last honest effort that took nearly two hours ended with five books I can let go. 995 to go.
8. I don't think I ever passed near knife, a dog and child I didn't want to either pet, play or hug.
9. I cannot stand stupid.  But I think I define it differently then most, stupid is not low IQ, small knowledge, or any other form of ability. Stupid is thinking and behaving below your given talents and possibilities, it is the miss use of abilities.
10. I used to answer, how are you? With the triad "hungry, tired and horny", "happy" is much better.
11. I loved three women in my life unreservedly, I am learning everyday how to love a forth.  I still love all three, probably will till the day I die. One I lost contact years ago, one was my wife, and the last will not speak to me.  The last hurts most.
12. Being a professional of addictions, I will not start seeing a TV series if it is still shooting.
13. I have been addicted to drinking, cigarettes, sports, sex, reading (still am), pain, rope, art, grass to name a few. I kicked every habit I found  I hated by myself. The only one that I have never managed to overcome is my love of food.
14. 'House' was the last TV series I saw start to end, well nearly to the end, one day I will see the last three or four chapters.
15. Firefly, is the TV series I wish would get more of it done (Joss Whedon, please come back to the Verse)
16. I am a professional start-up founder, going through my second start-up, a third is the making, a forth in concept.
17. I am an obsessive rereader, about five or six years ago, when my own mortality seemed to sink in a little better, I swore off rereading of anything that is not exceptional.  That means that I now reread my favorite Heinlein's only once a year. The rest of my favorites I curbed even harder.
18. I got thrown out of literature / grammar class age 15 repeatedly, until in one memorable frustrated scream my teacher called me "good for nothing" then added "you will never write two lines that anyone can read".  
    To date I have published articles in a national newspaper, and science journals, sold an erotic story and maintain a blog with more then a 1000 hits a month.
19. I designed parts that serve in satellites, I also designed parts for a special submarine, so my work has soured to space and sunk to the deepest abyss, its only me that is ground hugged.
20. I have recently taken photography back as a hobby, after point and clicking with cheap digitals for more than a decade. I am slowly getting back to being comfortable with a camera, the aim, to create the images of play and eroticism I can't seem to find in most pics.
21. Can I say bookporn?  I have several sets of nude, book and bondage pics I want to take. I do lack enough volunteers to practice on.
22. My ex said once I have a passion for reinventing myself. I always claimed its growth. Yet, after 25 years of adulthood, I long for stability,  DRAMTIC POSE, for about five seconds at a time, then I got to get into something new and interesting.
23. If I make it and retire at 50 or so, it would mean I managed to make myself rich, my absolute dream then is to open my own fund for investment in talent, for non-profit, then I would love to sponsor some great people like phoenix who started me on this 23 challenge, and others to see, what beauty can be brought to this world.

This list was tough.