REBIRTH OF BENT

Judging trust:

We have no umpire for the our hearts little misgivings

It is a shame, since someone standing behind us, judging if what the world throw at us, is on target, truly would have made so much of what I struggle with easy.

In a much purer sense I miss a friend terribly; a second opinion can be so much, when given with love and clear understanding.

Staying awake with a head ache just to know she’s back.

My paranoid side is rampant, there is no stopping it, I ache to know where she is.

I consider the meaning of trust, to trust her means:

I value her judgment.
I judge the information she gives as true
I believe in her good will towards me and our common goals
I believe she can handle a wicked life curve ball.

If this was play I would serve her, in any other way I do serve her.

"To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved." ~ George MacDonald

I would trade the compliment away.

I am going to bed.