I feel broken.
My trust in you has been shattered into peices.
I can't believe that you could have done that.
All the facts point to you.
You keep swearing you didn't do it.
I want to believe you.
I can't even believe I'm doubting you.
Even if you didn't do it or did do it,
My trust has been broken.
My heart has broken.
I'm feeling used.
How can I trust you again?
I wish there was a way to prove if you did or didn't do it.
And if you did, why?
7 years.
I've known you for 7 years.
Loved you and still love you.
I feel so fucking torn.
I don't know what to think.
What to believe.
What to do?
How do we go on from here?
I don't want to lose you.
I don't want this to end.
I want you in my life.
But how do I even talk to you now?
I keep hoping that you didn't do it.
But the facts are facts.
But there's no proof.
What do I do?
I'm just broken for now.
Completely broken.