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לפני 3 שנים. 2 ביולי 2020 בשעה 21:15

I feel broken.

 My trust in you has been shattered into peices. 

I can't believe that you could have done that.

All the facts point to you.

You keep swearing you didn't do it.

I want to believe you.

I can't even believe I'm doubting you.

Even if you didn't do it or did do it, 

My trust has been broken.

My heart has broken. 

I'm feeling used.

How can I trust you again?

I wish there was a way to prove if you did or didn't do it. 

And if you did, why?

7 years.

I've known you for 7 years.

Loved you and still love you.

I feel so fucking torn.

I don't know what to think.

What to believe. 

What to do?

How do we go on from here?

I don't want to lose you.

I don't want this to end.

I want you in my life.

But how do I even talk to you now?

I keep hoping that you didn't do it. 

But the facts are facts.

But there's no proof.

What do I do?

I'm just broken for now.

Completely broken.

חמוד וקשוב​(נשלט) - Hope it will fast soon
and u will feel much better
and will get to a new way
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