My secret land

Fuck I miss you so much.

I know we spent most of the week together but it was complicated and hurt quite a bit as well.

So I feel like I need reassuring that everything is still ok, the same as it was.

I know it is. I know it would probably be even better, but I still need to silnce the tiny voice in my head.

I continued the party after I left, wich is not something I usually do. I'm not sure what I feel about that, except slightly nauseous.

I'm not suggesting anything, I need that rest just as much as you do, but I still can't stop thinking about you and playing with myself.