My secret land

I haven't felt you in so long.

I miss your touch on my bare skin.

You used to grab me by the hair and bring me to my knees. 

You used to to slap my face and smile when my eyes waterd.

You love when you make my eyes water. You love that you have this influence on me.

And I love it too.

I love how you can make me so happy and so sad.

I love when your hand grabs me just tight enough to hurt. 

How your skin burns mine when you are deep inside.

And how you made me feel so beautiful and good.

I miss that so.