אופס..

I have finally got you to surrender, to miss me, to promise, to love me

And then

I lied when i said i don't care

I lied when i said i don't want you

I lied when i said i hate you 

I lied when i said i don't love you anymore

I lied when you opend your wide arms for a hug and i turned my back and walked away...

But i lied for the sake of keeping you safe, so that's a white lie.

I lied.

To myself.