המתת השור

I had decided to try it and ask for it.
i had decided to cross this threshold and make it happen
i wanted to become a woman again
I wanted to stand there
in a black dress
my hair, blond
and high heel shoes again
with that grace
when she received this gift
I wanted to be given for a chance
offered not me to me
taken by the hand
through corridors
and endless windows shops
and become a woman again
to be loved
no...there is no shortcuts to love too