המתת השור

when i will take that leap forward
it will be a second leaving probably
but i will leave it al

there have been too many leavings in my life
and one time i will take the leave without demanding my rest to the rest of it here

i have not been able to crack this one up
i have been strong
so strong
but it is time now to withdraw and hide there in my heart all the heeps and hives
when the heart does not get its oxygen
it suffocates under a cloud of sorrow

if yu knew what i came through
it almost dstroyed me
and finally after taking the liberty
i came back to my own prison

there is an unshable sorrow
my eyes will sad for a long time
i switch off the light
i go to sleep
i hope i will never look for the switcher again
at least now' i know that my heart is dead before the heart
this is nt what i i intended