המתת השור

of the most terrifying times of my life 

i just learned the above and will  summurize in short for the generations to go 

every one, absolutely everyone who is on this earth is looking for a relationship 

the men who tell you they dont, lie to themselves at best, but most of the time, they lie to you 

get up and go 

a man who deos not put you through the center of his/her life has actually not reason for doing so one day or another 

if you are looking for just a fuck you can stay 

if you dont as i dont, 

just get up and go 

life is a bitch for most of us 

if you love nd are love, stick to it 

dont fuck up 

but if it is not for me 

i will just get up and go 

if a man can stay for the night or deos not want you to stay for the night 

just get up and...go obviously

if a man promises speaks with you for hours about sex 

if he promises you that,just shut up and go...

if you are 53 and his is less than 40 

just stand up and go 

if he tells you that he loves you while he fucks you 

just let him go 

if your sister makes you get through hell while you have no other plce to go 

go back home to israel 

and forget about the family

they will never understand the hell i got through 

if your brother tells you over react

over react 

if a man tells he loves you and never comes to see 

just tell him aye and let him go 

if a man promises you all will be ok while you are away 

dont believe him and go as he will go 

but if your boss looks ok 

dont believe him 

he is an asshole 

even if you are not 

if a man tells you 

get bdsm with me and has a regular girlfriend that deos not give him in the ass 

just let him get miserable 

that is not your problem but his

but if a man spends 150 shekels to renew your gold at the Cage 

then he loves you really 

then i love him really 

all this i lived

moment after moment

while desperately looking for love and lust

was it that impossible to reach and realise

 crying out loud for