המתת השור

a wise man wrote me this ligne yesterday 

i answered him back that all was true 

i will add a few remarks for the generations to come 😄 again 

we are not all sensitive alone and sad 

we are all at one moment or another 

i am ALL the time 

I have had a tremendously difficult life

filled with horror terror hurt and little love 

most of the time i have had to fight fight and fight again 

but i have tried to keep one thing and one thing alone (apart my natural beauty of course which was not easy to keep too)

NOT to become cynical

NOT to become bitter and harsh 

NOT to become heartless and pessimistic 

NOT to loose hope 

these have been some of the most difficult fights of my life 

because life can be tough, harsh, cruel bitteringly heartless and a place to be killed a thousand time rather than to be smothered with love and kindness 

i will NOT kill my kindness since i am such 

but I will reserve it for the One who loves me 

for me and nothing else 

and to whom I will return my love 

I have earned on the fields of life many many medals and i do claim for them 

it has entitled me for nothing better than others but nothing worse than others too 

bdsm deos NOT entitle you to behave like monsters and unelegant individuals 

it is merely a place where One should express his/her need for a certain sexuality 

now for the bad news....

i have no patience anymore for endless discussions on my likes and likings 

but i will response to sensitivity, honesty and real concern 

if the love scene looks like a battlefield, my answer is a firm no 

and the one who deos not know how to win me is the one who will not know how to win my heart and intelligence 

full stop

i am continuing my fights against all odds

that is still developing my width of sensitivity not without be able to see who is the enemy 

but who can and will be able to receive a drop of love, a drop of care and a drop of humanity 

these are the rarest things that do emerge after the winds and storms have risen athunder