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when it ends like a sketchy relationship ?

because i cannot then make a portrait of him and  me but in a sketchy way

and that frustrates me tremendously

a man is like a mysterie to me

that i would like to map

the extraordinary complexity of human nature

the more i grow the more it is complex to me

the more realities i see in them

and i am like a digger

endlessly trying to lift skin after skin

like a veil from above until the core

until the coeur

and then get the passion pumping out this so central

place

the trainstation of so many departures

but there, i stay in it

and i missed so many trains

i feel