Sweet surrender

For the first time since it all happened, I'm finally getting the help and guidence that I need. I didn't plan on it, but I guess that the timing was right. I'm sure that all of my fans out there who think that I am mentally disturbed will breathe easier now. By the way I am mentally disturbed. My primal brain was marked and scared and I need to learn how to cope and deal with life by not relying on my primal brain.
He is sharp as a whip this shrink. He could see and read me without to much trouble. Last week , he set me off on a mini identity crisis. This week, he held a mirror up to me. When he held up the mirror, he was beside me and helped me look in. This guy is good.
He asked me is I felt uncomfortable with him alone in a room. I lied and said no. not at all. But I have a feeling that he knows I'm lying. I didn't want him to pass my case on to another shrink. I have a feeling that he is going to lead me on a path of recovery and release, and I'm curious to see where I end up.
This guy is fucking good. Bravo