לפני 16 שנים. 1 בנובמבר 2008 בשעה 22:20
Lately, I restarted my Yahoo messenger.
I haven't been there for a couple of years.When I signed in and the window of contacts opened up I saw your name there. My heart skipped a beat. I think I even gasped. Then I remembered that you have been dead for two and a half years. And I was reminded of how much I miss you, and need you in my life.
I decided not to erase your name from my contacts. It makes me feel good to see you there, even if it's just for pretend. I can even imagine that your just not online at the moment and might reconnect soon.
I don't like to have to deal with your death all of the time, sometimes I just want to play make believe.
