Sweet surrender

When it's theoretical, and not a reality you can debate, argue, or pretend it's wrong.
When your theory becomes your reality, then all the rest gets thrown out the window.
My Master has his way of doing things and his guidelines match nobody elses.
In theory it is a challenge to be his slave.
In reality it is the most fulfilling, exciting, task I have ever taken upon myself.
When both he and I joined forces over a year and a half ago, neither one of us was prepared for the extent of depth that was to be found on both parts.
I also do not think that we bargined for the depth of love that we would encounter.
We are painfully honest with one and other. Nothing is ever kept inside.
This aspect can at times cause some discomfort and hurt.
But always, always we remember why we are together, and most of all the incredible love that we share.
My peers have told me that they can see how much he loves me. They say it's in the way that he looks at you, and the way that he touches me with soo much care.
I always ask them to tel me what they see that indicates his love, because I still need to pinch myself to make sure that I have such a amazing man in my life.
I will not lie, there are things that are very hard for to accept in our dynamic.
But still all of the hard thing are nothing compared to what we have, it's only ours and it's beautiful.
The other night as we were laying in bed, just enjoying each other's closness, he said something to me that I never thought I would hear from any man in my life.
He said that he was madly in love with me. For me that was so much more that knowing that he just loved me.
To know that he is in love with me, says that as we both grow, so does our love.
Thank you Master for all that you are and for having me belong to you and only you.