Sweet surrender

Hair. is so important to many people.
It symbolizes so much.
Beauty, strength, sexuality, personal care, and may be seen as a crown.
I have hair.
I have hair that is beautiful, strengthens my feelings about my looks, I care for it as if it were a seperate part of my body, and it is my crown.
When I am down about my self and turn to people who are close to me the first thing that they say to reinforce me is '' You have amazing hair''.
It brings to to think that with out my hair, I may not have anything to offer in the looks department.
What would happen if I became sick with cancer and lost all of hair?
How would people make me feel better?
Today was the first time in years that I woke up and wanted to cut it all off.
I felt like destroying it.
I am very close to calling my hair dresser.
I was once told that you should never cry over hair and fingernails, they always grow back.
They do grow back, some things don't.