סנדלים וגרביים

Everything is so fucking hard these days, everything
Seems as if life at the moment is nothing but a temporary period where I'm floating over the surface waiting for a next thing to happen, in real life I'm working hard to get everything together and rebuild, serenity isn't anywhere near. So how can I be floating the way I am and have been my whole life? Floating is when things happen, some are positive and some aren't. And me, I don't give a fuck and I hate it that I don't give a fuck.