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* Violence trigger warning *

So today at "alert AM" I woke up to rocket fire sounds from a realistic dream where I was repeatedly being stabbed in the stomach by a group of men just for walking down the street and being trans.

I'm not sure what's worse, the feelings I have towards the evil doers from without or towards the evil doers from within. I can definitely feel the stabs stronger than the fire from above, and I can see it happening much more clearly than a vague threat from the skies