I want to dominate and then I want the power to switch and be taken over
I want to be treated like a goddess and then made someone's bitch when their own self control and self restraint can't hold anymore.
I want to be conquered through the mind (good conversation and clever flirting)
I want to do this in the dark.
In a park.
On a train
Or even in a plane.
I want to ride fast
Feel the air in my hair.
And the freedom that that is there.
I want to live with every cell and molecule in my body.
What's my problem? I find it hard to leave my home.. my home is not close to anywhere. I need to be taken to these places by loving good people who know what is good, who empower and build up. Requires someone to come get me and bring me back to Afula.
I was many years in the clutches of narcissism and wasn't allowed wants nevermind expressing them. They were absolutely in no mind to hear and fulfill.
I want to have that power of demand/request/command/ I want someone willing to do so because I'm their queen that they will overpower making them my king.
https://media.tenor.com/v93CwmrWSEYAAAAM/bike-stall.gif
I'm stuck in staring positing reviving to go..
Requires people who understand needs and who are on the frequency of fulfilling those needs.
I like bikes..I have fantasies of Harley Davidson's but I am not picky.
Are you around?
Are you out there?
Are you reading this anonymous post and smiling?
Are you going to take a leap of faith and do something about this predicament I have?
Message me and we will see what happens.
A peaceful and exciting Shabbat to all.
❤️