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When you realize she's either gonna be the love of your life and the mother of your children,
Or the one you tell your son about when he's crying on the bathroom floor over a girl.
I want to ruin your best orgasm, make you hate my existence and jealous, knowing he's getting the best blowjob.
Cause you felt it.
Strong people suffer alone at night.
Smile during the day.
Tell their friends only half the truth.
Tell their parents nothing to avoid worrying them.
Behind every "Its okay, I understand" is a person who easily forgives and tries to understand others.
Yet is often misunderstood. They bottle up thier emotions, wish someone would acknowledge their efforts, don't know how to express thier feelings, get to attached or soft hearted and constantly worry about hurting others.
They would do anything just to make others happy, even if it means getting hurt by the same thing over and over again.
Yet they still try, every single day hoping to be loved the right way.
Sometimes we make the mistake of being so understanding and forgiving that we overlook the fact that we're being used or disrespected.
Im done looking for love where it doesn't exist.I am done coughing up dust and attempts to drink from dry wells.
Do you think that the pain of a broken heart can change your perspective on love and life forever?
I finally accepted that,
Im not anyone's first choice.
I'm not anyone's favorite person.
People might tell me that I mean a lot to them but there's always somebody they'll choose over me.
Im sorry my back hurt your knife.
כואב לי
They need to understand that once you go through your worst time alone, you really don't care who stays in your life anymore.
Its hard to sleep when your heart is at war with your mind.
When you realize you've never been put first your whole life,
You're just the person who fills the void in people's lives until they don't need you anymore.
Someday someone will break you so badly, that you'll become unbreakable. ~Joker
It happened. I don't want anyone.
