Look into my eyes, you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
And when you find me there you`ll search no more
Don`t tell me it`s not worth trying for
You can`t tell me it`s not worth dying for
You know it`s true
Everything I do, I do it for you
(BRYAN ADAMS)
He was holding me in his arms
Urging me to look into his eyes
Asking me what do I see in them.
Looking deep deep into his blue blue eyes
I saw me. I saw warmth & love.
I saw happiness & content.
I saw him happy there with me at his side.
He didn’t go. He didn’t disappear on me.
When I gave him hard time, he was always
ever so gentle & understanding.
He never lost his temper, or was impatient.
On the contrary, his hand was always there
Offering help, a place, something to lean on.
I am not out of the woods yet,
But at least now I can talk about it more calmly.
I am more confident in him, in us.
I am less afraid. Less worried.
I am starting to find my place again,
Although I have never lost it to begin with,
I simply was just unable to see it.
I am so fortunate. He says we both are.
In my mind I know he is right, but I am still too far from
Feeling that way.
We are working on it.
I am working on it.
One day I will be able to look at myself
Through his eyes
And see me as I am
Not a bit less.
לפני 15 שנים. 28 באפריל 2009 בשעה 18:37