Baby,It's a wild world

I wish you were here
I wish I was dead
I wish there was nothing
left to consider
I wish it was now
wish not it was done
to figure out the darkness
and come out to the light

I wish I was with you now
I wish you'd just hold me
right there in your arms
just hold 'till it's over

I wish for no pain
I wish for more pain
I wish that the laughter was back
in my heart
there's no place
for wishes
when you are
there
and I want to die

so I wish I was there
I just wish this wouldn't happen
I wish for you to go
I so want you to stay
and I hate you
though I love you
maybe kill me so it'll be o.k
or not
if you do
want me to stay
why do you let me
to run, go away

I wish I wasn't me now
I wish I could stay
I wish I hadn't make all those mistakes
but I can't help but feel this
don't push me away


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