חמוד כושל ומבשל

I was so happy to wake my sense to the world
after I gave up, with a very bitter taste
deconstructed my life into building blocks that others can use to keep life going
like it did before I was here
I was struggling with implications of my demise
My dreams always make me sad
either at the moment I feel them happen,
or at the moment I understand they did not happen.