אני, והחיים המעניינים שלי

I'm so turned on right now...
I'm taking lunch (tuna sandwich) so I decided to spend it writing you... you're all I can think about, your body and your eyes and your bite. I hope you hurt me tonight. I crave it, I want more and more.

Getting fucked in the ass last night, hard and not allowed to cum... one of the most incredible things I ever felt. I wanted to orgasm so bad, and your cock hurt so much, and I got a taste of what it would be likr if you really did take them away for good. I don't know what I'd do!

I like to be selfless for you, a little bit makes me want to sacrifice more and more. I want to please you, make you happy, know what you want before you tell me. I'm happy to give up the phone, I love having all my attention on you. I adore you.

I can feel my underwear getting completely wet thinking about you fucking me, and I know ill regret it when I'm working in cold sticky panties all day, but who cares... god I hope you fuck me tonight.

Did you know your ass was dirty when you told me to eat it? It seemed like you didn't wipe good last time u shitted, and I wondered if u knew that and did that on purpose. I made sure to lick u totally clean, inside and out, it was completely awful and wonderful... your crotch seemed to smell stronger than ever.

I wish I could have your smell on me all the time. Probably not good for business though, lol. Maybe on my day off if I ever earn one.

When you woke up and went to the bathroom I wished I could have drank your pee too. It's one of the hardest things, the taste naturally makes me want to gag, and I have to totally give in to it to do it. I like that. I still want to learn to be your pissdrinker. I want to suffer for all the horrible things I've done.... not out of masochism but for any
chance to feel like I'm paying you back.

I'm still embarrassed at how wet I get when you hurt me, I can't understand it. I want you to torture me. I want you to make me see you kiss another girl and break my heart.
The way you kissed me.... I can't remember the last time a kiss has felt like that. I wanted to give up everything and be completely yours and nothing more. I'm so excited that your going to use me to make yourself happy... I know that making you happy is the only way I can truly be. This is what I came to ***** for. I needed to be your slave.