לפני 13 שנים. 4 באוקטובר 2011 בשעה 13:55
There are days when the words just flow out of my fingertips. And there are days when they just don't. Effectively, I am silenced.
I was once with a Dom who found it amusing to silence me. There was no question of consent, it was just his way of toying with me. I didn't enjoy it at all, and it was part of the eventual catalyst that ended the connection between us. In fact, the only reason I stayed as long as I did, against my better judgment, was because I was very new to the scene and I thought it was what I was "supposed to do".
(See blog posts passim for various diatribes on "what a sub is "supposed" to do" and "not a twue sub". 😃
However, today it is a silence of my own making -- or at least, not one which has been imposed against my will. Thank heaven for small mercies.
In the meantime, I'd like to wish everyone a happy Tuesday, and well over the fast.
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