Anti decisional minds

Casino of emotions, stoned broke gambler leans on luck
She was fading out herself in a self embracing tribute
Giving up becomes difficult when the comfort is absent

The happiness suffers from agoraphobia
Does not appear in the colored crowd
You'll find it there, hiding near the corner of a dirty bar
She says "I fear", in the coldness of the lonliness I choose
The reality is a heated summer so why should i add burning desire

Her soul was captured by the matte autumn
Lonly trees shed away leaves of emotions
Watch me,she says, here i am twisting again, in a circular silence
The winter chill gripped her heart. Crawling, climbing, icing its way

Afraid to be abandoned and harmed, she admits from far away
Prefer to surrender before the war bursts away - not to taken captive
Unbearable torture that I learned on my flesh
And you are a Warlord who knows the desire wars secrets