שושן ויש בו קוץ

Birthday Cake

You took me
to the edge of disbelief
I then let go, of your hand, there was a brief
moment when I felt consumed by fear, and the reality
of life together hit me and it scared me, your loyality
was something I was still testing, something I was doubting,
I guess instead of moving forward, I was rerouting
Us into a clusterfuck of interests and examination
It was a time, for lack of better word, of condemnation
you were concentrating ONLY on your goals and aspirations
not taking into consideration/ my heart's configuration
instead, you chose for us, complete obliteration
sufficating our relations,
which translation
would you prefer, for this equation?
I no longer understand what I then feared,
but in my mind it should have never interfered
with letting go of what life COULD be and just LIVING
this is a self taught lesson that just keeps on giving