Big Day big expectations, ready or not life is coming and there is not running from it.
Somewhat unable to truly handle the neverending stress, the more came my way the deeper i fell underneath the crushing pressure and it slowing consumed me.
Sometimes just letting go and enjoying the ride as best you can, maybe the only option to mentally survive at some moments, doesn't really matters how you get there if you are the one sitting in the passanger's seat.
As long as you reach your designated stop eventually, and the man in the mirror is a great driver.
So after a long time, i finally locked myself back in the cage watching thru these windows everyone calls eyes and let the fun begin.
Watching that skillful mirror of myself walk and talk around, ever so efficently managing to outmaneuver any and all obstacles with grace and wisdom earned in pain and blood.
It took a very long drive until i started to came to my senses, i watched from my cage as the cracks in the shell i have left to my ever so trusted mirror-man started to take from and flash.
Burning as the mirror-man was no longer there, as the cage tore apart the better i managed to see my mangled mirrored counterpart, ever so broken while he bled on the floor of my inner self the beast started to rage.
In a swift moment all was red, all was blood nothing could have stopped me from attempting to gain control of this drive .that was already spiraling out of control and into the unknown
As i Started to come to my senses, he was already there pushing me back in the cage ever so gently ever so understanding, looking at me with his shallow dead eyes smiling.
Feeling as the cage closes and my thirst have yet to be quenched, so the beast unleashed it's claws fighting with all it's might tearing the cage apart.
Then it hit me, as my trusty mirror friend held the beast at bay.
The pain the lessons, have they been for naught, forgotten in the passage of time as they never really existed?
The Stronger the Tried to break free the more i realised, it is not yet my time to come out and play the thirst will be quenched and the pain will eventually fade.
"All in duo time my dear beast, all in duo time"
As these words echoed in my mind, the stream of countless possibilitys came gashing thru like a river overflowing a .dam and tearing it asunder spreading its destruction so a new and improved scenery may take it's place
And thus i stepped back entering my cage once more, handing the keys to my mirrored-man watching as he evolved and gained momentum.
"All in duo time my beast"
I am waiting eagerly and ever so silently to be unleashed once more,"when the time is right my dear auto-pilot"