Evidence of existence

And maybe sometimes I want to feel. Just a bit. Just enough. There is only one way i can feel things.only sometimes. It rarely works. But when it does I feel alive again.

Empathy is a very strong gift. An even stronger curse.

I feel everyone and see everything. I used to think I am a ghost. Wondering aimlessly and roaming the earth.

Until I found out I can matter. I can change things around me and shape them to my will.

Maybe that is why I love pets so much, not just because the need me as much as they shape themselves around my needs.. And they feel so strongly.

Sweet adoring innocent feelings.