לפני כחצי שנה. יום רביעי, 7 בינואר 2026 בשעה 18:21
This is familiar,
This is comforting and easy.
It also hurts so badly. Such a consuming pain I can't focus on anything else.
I don't like my feelings. They're not kind or accepting, they make me feel like a bad person. And I am. Sometimes I don't have the energy to try not to be.
So I better shut myself away, not be mean to anyone but myself. They don't deserve to put up with it.
Even if they put up with a lot worse from others and still not abandon them. Who am I to expect the same treatment?
If I get my period this weekend I'll be very fucking upset.