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pain. 

so much pain.

cant run from it. it just makes it last longer.

cant fight it. it just makes it feel worse -and- makes it last longer.

wish i could let it just go. but its in to deep right now.

so there is only being in it. with it. 

alone.

as there are no immediate answers to it.

and i wouldn't want any one else effected by it.

writing this is bad enough.