לפני 17 שנים. יום שבת, 2 במאי 2009 בשעה 7:03
I feel as if I have been watching my life from the sidelines for quite some time.
I can see and understand what is happening, but I feel powerless to intervine.
I also feel weak to do anything about it.
I can see the ship sailing away, and I can't find the voice in me to shout out " Wait for me".
I am furious at myself for allowing my life to go on with out me.
Deep inside the fires of passion still burn, but on the outside all is stone cold.
I need a jolt to bring me back to the living, but I'm scared.
The older I get the more cowadly I become.
No more rightous fighter searching for truth and justice. Now I am a brittle leaf in the wind.