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i hate inconsistancy.
if you want to be inconsistent, then be consistant about it
if you want to be consistent, be consistent about it.

but if you are consistent in an inconsistent manner,
that just makes me think less of you and of our relationship.
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i wanted a "fluffy" relationship,
and that's what i've got.
i just don't know if it's enough anymore.

isn't that sad.
didn't give a chance to those that wanted more,
and now i'm here,
saying what i've got is only partway of what i need.

not to mention i haven't been whipped in like so long.
(are my valley roots showing :D?)
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i was supposed to go out tonight, but....

yeah...

the not-feeling-so-great feeling fell upon me 😜

so no party/whore's outfit for moi tonight.
mebbe next time.