לדייק את זה.

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one day, I am going to blast, and i know it.
its not like there is any choice,
I am not empty in the last two years, I am just peacfull.
I dont let any pain, or any imotion thouch me to much.
I change tenses in my body and spirit in seconds,
I can argue and yell, kick and scream, And a minit after,smile.

I think I dont like it, I do prefer the emotional life, the artist life.
I am no artist any more, just a cool ,secure person,
many thoughts ,pretty much sure I am going to secseed,
everything is so easy, just wating for the heart to burn, or get broken.

So, one day i am going to blast,
becuse all of my erges and emotions are defently going somwhere, in my body. a place the keeps them inside,
one day, there will be no more space, in that space, and than.

BOOM.


people are acualy reading here, like 4 a day, even when i dont poblish anything,
why dont u say u are here, íve looked at the blog and most of the things ive poblished are with no comments.

I know, I am writing stuff that kinda just make u think and be quaiet.
I dont blame u.

its just, that I feel a bit lonely in this blog.

OK.
im going back to israel, in a whill.
and i sadently realized that i have wanted to write about somthing totaly difrent than what I wrote.
I want a good BDSM party when im backªªª

p.s.- to my self,
ur english might be good, but not good enogh to write hehe