Story of the bee

The young bucks are locking horns

Yet

Im waiting

I know hes out there

Biding his time

Waiting to pounce

Im always willing

Last night my ( vanilla) husband chocked me as we fucked

I squirted so hard

He was so pleased

But

He does  not know why there was an avalanche of squirt

I wonder if he will repeat that...connect the dots

Maybe he hid his dominant leanings from me

Confusion

They say its complicated. It was never complicated until it was. 

We met 10 years ago. There was so much excitement. The messages flew back and forth and desire seeped out of every word. 

The first meeting was unforgetable.

We were both broken by painful break ups and found comfort in each other.

Yet we had different long term needs. I look for secondary relationships. He wanted to have something more permenant, someone he called his. I knew this and wanted him happy and fullfilled. He really is a great guy.

Something about us clicked. Beyond friends with benefits. More friends in reality. I like friends. 

He did once ask me whats going on with us. Us...I said...there is no us.

I dont know what he was expecting. 

We both dated other people. Both did stupid things. Both got into deep master and sub relationships. Both got hurt, again. Both turned to each other for comfort. 

When he was deeply into someone i told him ill back off. He said why. Our friendship was always there.

See I really am in to him.

But I cant give him the live in scenario he wants. 

So I keep those feelings in.

I value the friendship. 

About 3 years ago I let him know.

It was magical and electric.

But nature has a way of taking over. Its ok. I withdrew that part of me. 

His life was turbulant. I listen and do not judge. I offer advice and more than that. Reassurance. 

Yet I am restrained. Can I let those feelings out again.

Are they even there. Are they wanted. 

Time will tell. 

To mine

All consuming

Tastes like wine

Intoxicating

Like your touch

Its what  I want

Very much

I read your posts to either get turned or or improve my hebrew

I read one i cant stop thinking about

Someone walked into the spice shop in Nahariya known as Aladin

Did you find a someone who ticked your fancy and then you fucked each other ragged

Did i dream it

I just walked past that shop. 2 handsome dudes setving and lots of ladies older than me choosing spices

Great post

Ill keep looking

Are you on this train

It would be funny if  you were sending me all those sexy messages and you were in the next carridge

Milford west here we come

Im sending messages 

Could you be on this train

Brief encounter

If you know

You know

Milford Central...next stop

Is in a rut...

How do I get out of it

My love language is touch

Being touched

Touching you

Its a language i know

Its real

I know when you grab me its real

When you hug me its real

When you fuck my throat its real

When you finger me my response is real

My squirt is physical

My moans are real

You fucking me deep and hard is real

You holding me as we cum is real

Again and again

Use your words to affirm it

But your touch is it

Well that award goes to Acco

I was going to upload a picture but it violates the rules

Basically a gym in said town ran an advert in the local press and it featured a muscly bloke in chains

Where do i sign up

If you think your town is should win the title let me know which town is the kinkiest