היה לילה קשוח
גם פיזית כי אני לא מרגישה טוב (עדיין קורונה) וגם נפשית כי פשוט התעוררתי מלא
"tell me why you’re holding me back
tryna push me off the right track
and I’m wishing so bad you would leave me alone
why you’re blurring out my vision
so I’d go make the wrong decision
but I know that you’ll never be gone
I’m blaming you that I’ve been cruel
and mean to all my friends
cuz I’ve become so rude
and now another friendship ends
but now I started seeing clearer
I saw your face up in the mirror
yes I’m the one to blame
that’s why I bang my head against the wall
cuz I don’t like myself at all
wish that I could cut all the ties
and now my life is such a tragedy
cuz I’m my biggest enemy
I can’t look myself in the eyes
it’s I against me…
I’m hurting everyone around me
and I’m regretting it profoundly
but I finally see that the reason is you
another day another struggle
because I’m always causing trouble
and I hate what you’re making me do
I’m blaming you that I’ve been cruel
and mean to all my friends
cuz I’ve become so rude
and now another friendship ends
but now I started seeing clearer
I saw your face up in the mirror
yes I’m the one to blame
that’s why I bang my head against the wall
cuz I don’t like myself at all
wish that I could cut all the ties
and now my life is such a tragedy
cuz I’m my biggest enemy
I can’t look myself in the eyes
it’s I against me…
it’s I against me, me against I
a torturous battle, a one-sided fight
I’m willing to lose if it means that I win in the end
now the war is on as we both collide
I just hope I will survive"