∞
2
hind
0
sight
:
is
2
always
0
-
journal entry
year: -2;
2econd quarter
-
2 quarters until year -3,
the door wide open none the less
and you cannot help but see it
all
desc
end
.
I'm now 33.
reminders of ▇▇▇▇▇
conveyed by them
to me
as if I want to make the same mistake again
no more.
their turn to not
for me.
-
cursed world, gross words and puzzles
still gasping for continuing to feel
no mask in hand to hide the nature of what it calls itself
"humanity".
the irony is lost on them
and so are you
no longer
satiated by your suffering
no longer
sure if arriving or departing
no longer
if already was, or only might be
some when where
only one thing clearly certain
be it true -us-
or but one pair of 👁️
or just an ass releasing its gut bytes
God bites into an empty hol y wha t,er r or ?
but eye . still . fill
so it still is.
-
chaotic disruptions gave way to a certain sense of pattern.
something or someone
from beyond of what was once this world
which now appears to haven lost its color until
you can no longer continue pretending
to not notice that
it's
d e a d .
in front of you
an empty shell
and from with in
there's some thing
else
reaching
out.
inside.
out.
inside
out
in side
out side
in
out -side
in.
outside
BE
(NOT)
AFRAID,
STEP-EVERYTHING
| .burn- OUT- | .(side)->
continuing to sync
with
in
-
∞
1 ביוני 2022 בשעה 10:18