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So here is the thing, I don’t like men anymore. 

Just like that.

I always liked people. In all shapes or forms. I preferred my men somewhat feminine and submissive (at least around me) but I liked both men and women. 

And now it’s gone. It’s like I don’t see men anymore. There is no tension. No desire. No flirtation. Nothing. Lost all interest. 

If I go with colleagues to the pub after work, it’s because I couldn’t refuse a lady I like. If I join the rugby team - it’s definitely the all-woman team (as opposed to the mixed one).

I am kinda lost. I don’t know what to do with this now. I’m married for heavens sake and It’s not about to change.

I hope it’s a phase. Because This can be confusing AF.

I love you. 

It does not change it, but it does put it in a slightly different perspective.

E.