After I met my "tourist" I was on a new kind of high, I haven't done too many drugs in my life, but I'd found my drug of choice, control; and here I was with this tiny Asian girl, with a tiny Asian pussy, and even tinier ass that could barely handle me, she liked it rough, and she liked me doing as I pleased, and I was too happy to oblige as long as she came over and over for me.
i didn't need the second time before she left, but I knew I'd never see her again, so, might as well... I was rougher and the look in her eyes when I gave her commands was like an IV of the purest shit you've ever seen, I remember asking her over chat how she was the next day and she said that "sitting is the most divine pain" and thanked me, I was content...
it it was a few months later that I got a message that she's coming back for a few more days, and when would be the best time for me, this happened 4 more times over the next 2-2.5 years... If you listened very carefully, you could hear the sound of my ego inflating.