Woman in the pain of pleasure

I once was a teenage child girl..in love with my perfect body but lost in no mans land, I was told a lady princess is one who lets no one touch the Holy Spirit or holy body without the exact perfection of security or exact feeling of righteousness/emotion of love ... what the fuck were they talking about I was only a wild rose of 18 years ? And so this wild tender beast girl was left to deal with her bursting sexuality on her own.. only grand masturbation and a few low life males who understood nothing of her needs or soul.Then he came along and ravaged her body and soul at last, she felt delicious as
she was.. and so life began
Today she is a grown woman, feels more beautiful than
she ever has been and willing to taste her new womanhood she is wilder than ever orgasmic than ever with her grand partner who is wisely willing to investigate that triangular flowers inside of her , deeply daringly . The journey has begun painful challenging daring and unclear is it may be they are all in,physically mentally spiritually. Are we frightened , yes are we Cumming yes, each day the thrill is virgin , are we animals, yes, and it's only the beginning of her