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Period Madness
Im still having them at my ripe old age. Maybe it makes me so ripe and juicy. My husband has to cope with the moods and madness. Well he signed the contract. He gets the benefits to. Sometimes I think he enjoys the break from having to keep up with my active libido.
On reflection its my other partners who suffer. I have had to postpone encounters and scenes due to mentrual madness. I guess I am worth the wait.
3 Cocks
I sucked three diffrent cocks this week. Do I get a round of applause or a standing ovation.
Well actually two of them were rather quick and i was left rather cold from that experience.
Wang and cum isnt fun for me
I like to taste and savour the experience
I get that my warm throat and tongue feel good but when a guy cums quickly it really takes away from the intimacy and fun of the experience. I like a dom to feed me his cock and to hear him being excited in my service
So i got to thinking why do some guys cum so quickly.
Is it when your cock is deep in my throat and i suck it down
Or
Is it when i suck suck harder and work the whole shaft.
I guess ive always taken it for granted that my blowjobs are going to be a mutually fullfilling experience.
Either way when its over so quickly it doesnt feel like its a Dom being served by a sub
I guess its better than erctile dysfunction.
Pain slut reflects on bdsm post Oct 7th
We are all in collective pain and the world is not getting any less painful.
As someone who finds the mix of pain and pleasure my desire to engage in this submissive activity has changed
My need is still there
But
To get me to this place has altered dramatically.
To get me to this place means I need to be seen and heard.
Telling me you are going to beat me without showing any acts of kindness is not listening or thinking. Its abuse.
In order to understand you i have to see your actions. Words are cheap. Actions are priceless.
I find it hard to believe that people do not follow through and act according their own words. I try to see the best in folks but I wonder if I ask too much of people.
Here is a public service announcement.
If you want a sub remember as a dom its your responsibility to make sure she feels safe.
If she does not feel safe you know you did something wrong
If she is not enjoying what you offer..stop.
If you are told to stop this is a chance to make her feel better
If you cant see that you did something wrong you are an abuser and not a dom.
If they say they are going to cherish you
They will
If they say they are going to hurt you
They will
He did
It hurts still
Sometimes we are listen with deaf ears that leads us into the dark.
Today i am a shell. I have no emotions. I have nothing to give. No thoughts. Nothing
Im not trying.
This is not a pity me post.
As i reflect on my kinky self and how i get to that point of submission. Submission is an active choice for me and it means alot as it takes alot to put me in that position
It comes from deep in me.
If i give it im an empty shell waiting to be filled. Yes. I want your cock to fill my holes
I want to feel it in my throat. I want to feel ypur hand print on my ass. I want to ache from your body pounding into mine. I want to dream that deep desire. I want to hear you surpress a moan as your cock enters my pussy. You grab hold of me and know just what i need,desire and deserve.
But its more than that.
You have to fill my mind with wonder and wit. You can only fill an empty space and so i have to become a shell for you.
A place you can inhabit. A space you call yours.
In this current climate im an empty shell
I care deeply
Yet I lost the ability to feel.
I cried for those kidnapped
Yet I lost the ability to feel.
My heart breaks for the loss of lives
Yet I lost the ability to feel.
I rage over the murders at the festival
Yet I lost the ability to feel.
I weep when i think of our soldiers
Yet i lost the ability to feel
Im an empty shell
On autopilot
I automatically react
When you ask me
I will come through
Im here
For you.
Ask me how i am
Ill recite platitudes
No emotion
No attitude.
Ill do
Therefore I am.
At what price
Ive not lived here long and yet i keep being asked why did i move here. Why did i leave a green and pleasant land for this one.
It just feels like home. Even now with all that is happening. Home.
Im not sentimental
I do not do nostalgia
Im rather down to earth and practical.
Yet
I got to thinking im here but at what price.
My sons will not be called to reserve duty as they were injured during active service
A price paid.
We have had many lone soldiers over our doorstep. A family away from parents. Its wonderful knowing them.
But its been frought with tears and heartbreak. Two are dead. Two are on our borders. Two are waiting to be called.
The price rises.
Life is priceless.
The value i place on each one is above rubies,pearls and diamonds.
Im priviledged to live among people who feel the same.
We have seen what that means these past days.
Our collective grief and our collective anger and our collective fear will hold us together.
Not me
But we. The coming together. Mutual support. These are the reasons i stay.
Are you dominant because I am submissive.
If so does it make me dominant.
Are you domininant because you control without trying. What does that look like?
Do you command great respect when you enter a room. Is your presence felt wherever you go.
Or are you quiet. Generally understated yet with a few chosen words you have the eyes and ears of all within 100 metres.
Charisma is what it is. Its just there. Its wonderful that moment you know. That undefined essense that will make me want to submit.
I love cock. Im a cock whore. Im a cumslut.
Its a truth universally acknowledged that a cock slut in possesion of a cock must be in search of another cock
If you know what inspired the quote you get a prize
What inspired these thoughts is someone posted a load of cock pics. Most of them were uncut cocks.
It got me thinking about cocks.
I do like to sit on a cock and ride it. I love being on my back and being pounded..especially if my legs are tied and spread..i cant get enough of being face down and ass up....When im immobilized and fucked....oh boy
I like a cock in my ass too. Sometimes i like to feel my ass open and let it take the cock..other times i like it rough and primal.
I like two cocks at once...two in my pussy...or one in my ass and the other in my pussy.
Most of all i like a dick in my mouth.
When im on my knees and your cock is on my tongue thats where the fun begins
As i start to suck your precum and take your cock deeper into my throat...yes please.
I enjoy using my hands too. I also like my hands tied behind my back so i just use my mouth.
Lie me down and fuck my throat and im in cumslut heavan...
I love it when you cum in my mouth...
You get the picture.
I have had cut and uncut cocks
But looking at those pictures made me realise i much prefer those circumcised cocks.
I grew up outside of this land and so my formative cocks were a mixed bag. But now i think id be disappointed if the owner was not cut
Would i refuse to suck a cock with its foreskin in tact? There's a question.
Love in the long term
There is no disguising the fact that having a fully active sex life has meant my marriage is still in tact.
Plenty of stuff could have broken us. You know life is full of the unexcpected but the intimacy we share is the icing on our cake.
Over the years i have met many people who are surprised the flames of passion still run high in my house.
Ive been asked isnt it a bit boring and the same.
Are people really asking
So ive been thinking
Do you get bored of your favourite food? No. Take pizza for example. You can buy different brands. Or make it yourself..experiment with toppings( no pineapple) Make a different base...change the cheese. Or go out to a restaurant or fly to Italy and get it there. Its great to share with your partner.
Its still pizza.
You still love it in all forms.
Sometimes its nice to share with someone else.
Someone else might even show you a calazone or a square one..
Still pizza
Bur if someone has shared there calazone you can show your partner the joys of the folded pizza.
But back to sex...did you ever stop thinking about it. Me neither....
My husband is really enjoying his lady friend. To be honest the sex between us is better than ever.
Having other partners brings our relationship together in many ways. We have to be more attentive to each other or who knows ...For us our sex life has more depth and flavour when we share our pizza with other partners.
Its not easy to explain but after 30 years, having sex many times a week it will be similar. But we are comforted by the familiar.
If anyone has any tips for pizza making..from base to sauce to cheese to toppings let me know. Im always ready to listen
I was going to ask which is the best pizza in Israel...where is the best pizza takeaway...but you are ahead of me.
Happy munching
