יום אחד בארץ הפלאות אירעה התכתבות מנער סאב, או נערה, לאשה דומיננטית. הנה העתק של זה
Ms. Mary!
This boy is so happy to hear your voice of authority from your email!
My sub is submitting within certain parameters and progress is slow but advancing.
> That sounds very exciting. Do you mean to say conquering him is slow but advancing? Making him submit?
What he really loves to do is to serve me,so that's what I'm allowing him to do.
> That's so generous of you! :-)
In what ways do you generously allow him to serve you?
He's always been submissive but as we've chatted it seems he's never had a d/s relationship. He says serving me is what makes him feel the most subby.
> Does that mean serving you in a specific way or in any way you like? And the reason I ask is because technically speaking if it's just "serving you" then anything you do to him or make him do is part of that so what precisely makes him feel the most subby?
I love being spoilt & love attention so it suits me fine at the moment. I'm enjoying our interaction. We chat for an hour or two each day so it's been a long period of really getting to know each other. Who knows where it will lead. I try not to focus on that but enjoy what's happening now. It the quality of NOW which makes the future, isn't it.
> Yes, wise Lady. Of course.
Tell me what subjects you are studying at school,
> Yes, Mam!
I'm interested in you.
> This boy is flattered!
> This boy is learning some subjects of the far east such as North Korea (which is the most fascinating subject just because nobody knows what is really going on there and because it's just so extreme but it's a very, very sad subject... North Korea is probably the worst country in the world where people live in the biggest lie in the world), China (mainly herstory, this boy already did all the language credits and plans to further learn the language "some day" but not "now", haha), no Japan this year (sad) and a lot of other subjects that are NOT related to the Far East such as French Herstory (culture), a little bit of French next semester (since the avancée course was filled up first semester) and of course, this boy's beloved Yiddish Literature class with Ms. Aviva Tal, who is a superb teacher.
Life is pretty good. I'm enjoying things. I feel lucky with lots of things in my life right now.
> That is very, very good. You are lucky to be who you are, that just for starters. Imagine, many people would love to be with you and you get to be you! Huh? Isn't that cool?
Have you carried on discussing d/s with your psychologist ? If so, what chats have you had. Have you had any physical stuff? I know against the protocol but have you?
> My psychologist is not just a genious, but a very, very giving and caring person. She is really someone I look up to.
In oh, so many ways!
Yes, the talk about Femdom has gone on but not always. You would be surprised how able we are to speak about other things, haha. Actually most of the time we don't speak about sexuality or Femdom, but it is a topic for sure. As a matter of fact, she even dressed me as a Girl. It didn't really work. I didn't "feel" girly, instead I felt like a transvestite or something "gross" like that (without insulting anyone, just explaining what I felt) and I felt so ridiculous in it that I did not like... really get into the role... like... I would not talk in Feminine (in Hebrew, and we speak both Hebrew and English just back and forth, verbs are conjugated in Feminine too like "I run" can be said in the other sex or in Feminine).
In any case... let me tell you one. Once we went to a party and she sat with me (I was only wearing trousers, nothing else) and she started rubbing a cube of ice over my back. It was great! She is very open minded and the way it works is she IS a psychologist but officially she is NOT my psychologist, she is just a friend who I consult with so she doesn't have all the "ethic" and legal issues involved. She doesn't BELIEVE in practicing regular psychology anymore and I think she is right. I do NOT feel I would be any better off if she stuck to all those "ethic" practices. She also doesn't do it for the money. She told me by my age she had already made her first million dollars (in Australia, as she lived there 14 years) in real estate from almost nothing. Since she has made a lot of money and also lost a lot but she believes in working for the sake of helping others and not to make money and she believes in doing OTHER things to make money (and she does).
I love it when she gets Dominant but I don't like nagging her to do it. Not only is it topping from the bottom, it's also topping from the bottom and topping from the bottom as well, so there you have 3 good reasons not to.
I think that there is something very nice about Femdom but it must be done with someone you trust. And then... She must own a whip!
I used to like it when our chats turned you on. That chat has stopped completely. I like attention as you know. I like to know when dominance is felt.
> I feel passive with you driving me into this! Calling me boy, asking me about Femdom! That's how I want to feel! Am I allowed to say "I" or should I stick to what I did before and say "this boy"? The problem with that is I don't like "boy", I like "girl". Can I please, please be a girl?
Let me tell you something you did to me (and I loved it). Once I said I would like a Mistress (or a Woman, I don't remember what I said) to take me with a strapon. You told me that must be VERY submissive. I don't remember the exact words but you told me how that must be oh, so submissive of me. And it makes me melt to think that! And it makes me melt to imagine someone will one day do it, and especially if she orders me to it or just does it without really asking.
There might be safety issues to talk about with that but I don't want to for now, only if we actually did that so for now I just want to think about the "unsafe" and "not consensual" part of it. Of how emasculating it would be. Of how I would be taken by a Woman like a Girl. Of how I would surrender, no, actually have to surrender but also choose to even though there isn't really a choice (paradoxical?). I would love it if I was also tied to the bed or chained to it. If I was tied it would be with nice ropes, not something ugly. If I was chained it would be with elegant chains and the bed would be nice and big and red or pink in a nice room. There would be no electric lights, only candles and my body would be completely waxed (although perhaps my Mistress's would not be totally waxed in her bikini area. I prefer it to be but would gladly submit if it isn't because that is my duty to her). I smell of nice roses perfume and perhaps there even are rose petals on the bed, as this is a special occasion, maybe she is to inaugurate me, I don't know what's special about it but she sure does. I want to ask but I know better; my role is to be gorgeous, obedient and pleasing. Oh, I want to ask! But no, I know better than that. She touches me with a rose as I lay naked in the bed and she is wearing a gown. She shuts my eyes with her index finger of the hand that is not carrying the rose as she arouses me with the rose all over and then... then... she starts kissing my neck like crazy going down to my chess then up to my lips, and then, with my eyes shut, it all begins. Thank you Mistress.