For someone that is an attention seeking whore combined with a praise kinkster like myself.
One would think that the combination of the two single words any good slut wants to hear “good girl” is pure bliss that would shoot me straight into sub heaven.
But…. There’s always a but with me 😜
Let me try and take you into the depth of my twisted mind.
Imagine this….
We have one very hungry (or hangry?) for attention sweet angelic slut 😇
On the other side, we have what i can only assume an exhausted Sir who took 100 deep breathes up to that point of the day and its only noon 🤪
So like the little brat i am, i push some more buttons.
Cuz, what the hell. Im in a let-all-hell-break-loose mood.
I have a sharp mind and a sweet tongue that can talk myself out of anything. So i thought.
I can handle this.
Internal monologue:
You’ve got this slut. You da queen.
Can’t really act surprised when shit hits the fan and i get some outrageous task or punishment to complete for my sass 😱
And so…. Now what?
Now it’s time to let the sweet talker kick in and try to rectify this mess. Save myself from the crazy punishment bout to knock me off my high chair.
But with my Sir, gosh, he wont budge.
Not a fucking millimeter.
No giving lip.
No negotiations.
Just do it.
NOW.
Okay okay.. what’s with the CAPS dude…no need to shout 😜😜😜
Internally, im freaking out.
What the hell was i thinking….abort abort!
Outwardly, im cool. Zen.
Nothing can break me.
So I do as i’m told.
Redeem myself. Just not my dignity.
Sending the confirmation photo/video of yet another punishment completed.
Feeling defeated but also SO turned on cuz he knows exactly how to put me in my place.
I get the “good girl” response back.
🤬😡🥵🙄🙄🤬😡🥵
I am literally sitting here for over 10 minutes trying to express the feelings that hit me when i get these two damn words but cant.
Its anger
Its frustration
Its annoyance
Its you-are-such-a-stupid-naive-little-girl-what-were-you-thinking!
And from this point on, i feel like there are no comebacks.
The conversation is stuck
And i do not have the upper hand, nor am i getting more attention. Meow.
Guess it’s rolling eyes time 🙄
Which brings us a full circle back to where we were 😂😂
He says its because good girls don’t roll their eyes at their Sir. EVER.
I say who wants to be a good girl anyways?