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The truth is I betrayed my word
And failed to do what I solemnly said
And it's not that I wanted to defy my own self
Or say that i will and then put it on the shelf
I've been thinking of you every moment of the day
Not knowing what it means when you permit but don't SAY
Months have past and almost two years
The fear of boring you is ringing in my ears
And if nothing else
I just need to say
I've been dreaming of you all hours of the day.
So please forgive me I've not done what I said 
I wish I knew how to read what is in your head
So many stories, and things I've been told
But when it comes down to it
I've got nothing to show
I've seen a bundle of movies
And even held the thorn
But the scare of being pricked
Still scares me to the bones.
I was sitting their naked 
My legs spread fully open to my sides
Sitting and dripping 
Nothing to hide
But when I tore of the paper
I felt shaky as hell
And couldn't proceed 
Afraid of the well
I know how it feels
Just before you fall
I want to stay high
So I wrote you a poem
I hope it reveals that you are my home.