The secret life of a random good girl

Is it so bad you feel like even this godless place will not handle it? Or is it so light you could share that with just about anyone? Some are worse than others, some are so bad yet so common you would not believe that if you knew. Some times I believe mine is the worst, it probably isn’t yet no one will ever know. 
They say when you say things in a foreign language makes it less personal, like you’d say “I love you” when you are insecure. Maybe that is the reason I choose another language for this post. 
can you guess my darkest secret? My bet is you cannot.